Well guys, I’m utterly sad to say it-but now it’s time for me to go. It’s getting close for me to go to bed.
I WILL MISS YOU ALL. AND I KNOW IT’S JUST 3 WEEKS BUT STILL THIS IS HARD. I enjoy this site so fuckin much. And having to leave it like this really sucks. Now, there’s no panic:I AM NOT DELETING VKM11!!! I just can’t go on, cause well probably you all know why I’m being kicked off. Still pisses me off……..
I don’t know how the fuck I’ll make it through without really talking that much to people and releasing my feelings. Since I will have very little limited internet access and I’m not allowed to hang out with people….my god. I ask myself-HOW WILL THIS HELP MY DEPRESSION. Jesus, I’ll be even more stressed out, hardly people to talk with, and god knows those two other issues floating around………I just have to kinda fight by myself. Make sure I don’t let it get to me, I don’t let suicide get close, and I don’t resort to any self harm. I have to try. It’s a battle I feel I must win myself.
But yeah, I’m not looking forward to these 3 weeks. There is so much school stress happening. I’m going to be having to work my ass off big time-sadly with hardly friend social support…….this really does suck.
As much as I don’t want to hit the log off button, knowing I’m not allowed I have to listen……..ugh fuck….I don’t want to do this.
Hopefully I can get my grades up and get back on here before my break. And if not-well you guys will be hearing from me once I start my break. And btw my christmas break starts a few days before christmas-SO I WILL BE HERE FOR CHRISTMAS-AND IT WILL BE VKM11.
Wow, even though I’m not deleting a account, I still feel like I am. And I’m leaving family. I appreciate all the help you guys have given me….I really do. I love how many friends I’ve made on this site.
Well, now it’s time for me to sign off…..wow I feel like complete shit…..but yeah. Just wish me luck, and let’s hope nothing bad happens. I love you guys!!! SEE YOU IN 3 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU FINE PEEPS!!!!